Monday, March 30

I'm Not Exactly a Kid...

...but I got this stuffed cow from a department store yesterday. They call it a Lucky Cow. My friend has one and since it was pretty cheap, I asked my mom to get me one. She's an overspender, anyway. It's childish to keep such things, I'm well aware, but I'm not forfeiting Lucky Cow. Just look at how happy Mr. Bean was with Teddy. I'm not exactly going to be deranged. I just want an emblem for my summer and I think Lucky Cow is just that.

It's so juvenile, keeping a stuffed cow. But it's better to stay innocent like that, unlike what the others are subconsciously getting into. That probably makes me a square but I don't want to become what they are now. I just hope I get to harden my composure this summer. I don't want to go back to school realizing how far I've been stepping backwards while everybody moved forward.

As for my summer resolution list, I have yet to have them compiled. I'm having second thoughts, though. I know I'll end up breaking every one of them. Anyway, this is where my eleventh post for March ends. I didn't realize I could continually squeeze up pointless posts into this blog but hey, it's almost April. I should learn to dig deeper by then.