I feel safe here.
I've unconsciously built walls with another blog of mine and it feels good to be away from it, even if it's just a brief while. I thought I'd find a good side of me while writing as the Quasi-Dodgeball Star but I never successfully put the "obscurities in perspective" and all I seemed to get was this distorted image of someone who thought she knew a lot.
I'd hate to continue masquerading so I'm thinking of letting it cease, figuratively. I mostly feel brain-dead when I try to make a new post anyway and I don't think it's much of a big deal for me or for anyone if it declines like it will soon.
And besides, I think one of my friends from school tracked down that blog. I don't want anyone I know personally to do so. The reason would be clear as I update this blog.
So my old blog is still online but my head's not into it anymore so I declare its "Sort-of" death today, November 20, 2008.
I'm starting to feel a little down right now so I'll cut it here. I thank you for reading a post that most probably has nothing to do with you. :)
I've unconsciously built walls with another blog of mine and it feels good to be away from it, even if it's just a brief while. I thought I'd find a good side of me while writing as the Quasi-Dodgeball Star but I never successfully put the "obscurities in perspective" and all I seemed to get was this distorted image of someone who thought she knew a lot.
I'd hate to continue masquerading so I'm thinking of letting it cease, figuratively. I mostly feel brain-dead when I try to make a new post anyway and I don't think it's much of a big deal for me or for anyone if it declines like it will soon.
And besides, I think one of my friends from school tracked down that blog. I don't want anyone I know personally to do so. The reason would be clear as I update this blog.
So my old blog is still online but my head's not into it anymore so I declare its "Sort-of" death today, November 20, 2008.
I'm starting to feel a little down right now so I'll cut it here. I thank you for reading a post that most probably has nothing to do with you. :)
